This is but another blab about how boring and miserable I think my life is. Cause as time passes by, I feel more depressed than ever. With what? With everything. And by saying everything, I'm not being sarcastic. Its literally everything. My life, my face, my body, my attitude, my house, the people around me, the people in North America, the people in Qatar, the environment, the weather, Politics, school, professions.... You get what I mean. The only reason I wake up in the morning, is to take care of Klaud. Because he needs me more than anybody else does. If it weren't for him, I might be out all day, getting drunk everyday, and not caring about anything. Actually, right now, its what I'm trying to do. Sit in front of my computer when Klaud's asleep, log on to Facebook, Tumblr, deviantArt & Blogger, and spend countless hours not caring about people around me. Why? Because they scarred me already. And I can't take any more of this shit. Only if I can be on my own, I will leave this place and be happy. But I can't. So I'll have to sacrifice.
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