Why?

Have you ever felt that heavy feeling? That piercing, heart-pounding feeling you get when you're hurt? When you want to cry your heart out but you cant? Well, thats how I'm feeling right now. I've always thought everything was alright. I always told myself not to worry, because I know I can be the best, and I am enough. Technically, I was wrong. I dont wanna tell the whole story here, because of personal reasons. But, why does he have to lie? What is it with people and lying?? I dont get it, really. He said he was telling the truth about this "texter". Well, I texted her, and she said she was a former friend from Y!M. I asked him, and he said no, she was an applicant to their company. Well, if she was an applicant, why would she lie? Without even knowing that I was the one texting her, why on earth would she lie? Why is he lying? Why does he need to hurt me? :'(

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KILL. ME. NOW.