Its a cold Saturday afternoon.

Mico is busy running his requirements. My grandma, uncle and sister went shopping for school supplies. I'm stuck at home with my Mom and Klaud.

Malling is one thing I really miss. I used to be able to go to the mall everyday. Or if not, more than once a week. Now, I get to go to malls like, only few times a MONTH. Well, tomorrow's a Sunday.. So I get a day off from what I do here. :) No. Not literally a DAY off, I can say an afternoon off. I get to go out, to the church, and spend time with Mico like we do before. I like Sundays. I feel happy when it's a Sunday :)

On Monday, Klaud is 1 month old. We will be celebrating. I'll cook spaghetti, and I will ask Mico to buy cake :) Not the expensive ones. We won't be able to eat them all. Hahaha. I might be asking him to buy those DIY Cakes sold on Goldilocks. :) Or, that and I'll bake Klaud a cake myself. :D If... I get to buy the ingredients tomorrow. But from what I see now, it looks like I wouldn't be baking until July :( We need the money for the end of the month. He needs vaccines which cost thousands. :|

Anyway, I am happy that he's doing well, though :>

I sent my dad a text yesterday. I was asking him to meet up with me. Because I might be busy these coming days. He said he was busy. Not my fault anymore. I did my part and made a way to see him, he refused.

I'm on Looklet again. Lol. ~

TGIF. Thank God, its Fridaaaay!

Lol. Nonsense on the title again. =))

Today's not much of a busy day, though its only 6pm. I think I slept through the whole afternoon with Klaud. Lol. He's growing already :DD And I like it. Even if I get mostly about only 3 - 4 hours of sleep a day........ Well, it's all worth everything. :)

I read on Facebook, Jerico Torres, had pleaded enough and still got another chance for UST. Bummer, eh? When I didn't, he did. Well, as for me.. I'm pretty sure to get in at PUP already. Tuition's so low. I can literally enroll myself for a fee of 500 pesos, and that's it for the whole semester. It's a big help. My sister's school had a tuition fee price hike, and we didn't have enough money. So, instead of paying about the same price as my sister's school fees, I'mma be cutting down, and spending less than 1/4 of the amount spent on her. Plus, PUP offers quality education, at a low price. :) State University, eh! Lol.

Anyway, this past week, I've been eating a lot of instant noodles. :| I like the hot soup. I give the noodles to my sister. Hahahaha. Yeah, we compromised. Whenever I cook noodles, I get the soup (and some noodles too.) and the rest goes to her.

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I had a few short conversations with my dad last week. 'Twas horrible.

The first incident was, too. He wanted to be with us the next morning after he called. I was too busy, so I said NO. We were talking to each other, about me, and my sister, and enrollment and stuff, he suddenly got mad and wild and started blaming my mom for everything. Cool, huh. So this made me hate him. And now, I am not even thinking of spending time with him before school starts.

I hate how they make everything sound like it's our fault. Like it's our fault I had to enroll the same day he wanted to see us. Like its our fault that he's too busy when we're not. Well, come to think of it... Everything is HIS fault. If it weren't for him, we wouldn't be living far from him. We wouldn't be a broken family, we wouldn't be feeling sorry for not being as wealthy and happy as they are. If there's someone to be blamed for everything, MY DAD'S THE PERFECT ONE TO.

I sort of forgot and had forgiven him for all his past mistakes, and troubles which involved us. But because of the recent thing that happened, which was blaming my mom for our schedules not to be matching... I pity him. I swore that I will not talk to him or them. That I will not give them any more of my attention and time from that day on. I can't have them blaming my mother for everything. Now he blames my mom, next he will blame my whole family. They dont even consider us as family anymore.

I am not materialistic. I don't care about his gifts. I am human, I have feelings. ~

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Im back after how many days. :| OH, GOD I MISSED BLOGGER :'(

Anyway, I didnt have much time to blog anymore, since I got new responsibilities. :) More things to do and more priorities now. :)

I lost weight. A lot of weight since last week. :D I tried controlling my diet already. Take note, I TRIED. Hahahahaha. I'm trying Atkins Diet. Its a low-carb diet. More protein, less carbs.

Tito Jay had a 14" Manhattan Meat Lovers pizza delivered from Yellowcab a while ago. Since I didnt have lunch, that was the only thing I ate, and I was satisfied. Yummm. Btw, my tongue still hurts from yesterday's stupid incident. :| I made a cup of hot choco, I let it for a while to cool down, and not more than 5 minutes later, I sipped from the cup. I burned my tongue. Lol. I guess it's what gluttony brings. Haha!

I went to church with Mico yesterday. :) 'Twas our 25th Month Anniversary yesterday, and decided to spend it in the church. Yuhhh. :> CHURCH! :D But we werent alone, though. My grandma and uncle were with us. Then we went uptown, bought Klaud some diapers, ate at Chowking, and then went home. He didnt come with me here, though. He went to his aunt's house, he was called there for an interview for his next job, since he quit his last one. Too bad, though. He was friends with everybody there already, and everyone there knew me as his wife already. Lol. So, I didnt have worries on third parties there. Haha! Well, a new start for him. I just hope he doesnt quit as easily on his next one.

I'm currently waiting for Mico, Tebs and Popoy. They're gonna visit us. :D Yeah, I feel sick. Hahaha. They had to visit me. :| ~