I'm in deep emotional pain. Not because I'm single. I'm actually not single. (Although sometimes I want to be.) What I feel is unexplainable. Words aren't enough. I have a partner, he's not there for me when I need him. Most of the time, we don't talk. But I know we love each other. Even if he can't express it much. My only problem is, I don't want to stop loving and caring for him. But he leaves me no choice. I'm damaged forever, and I dont know if I can still feel what he's trying to make me feel. Some people says its because of hectic schedules, some say because of distance, some say because of sex. Well, damn everyone. I don't care. Because I know that if he really does love me, he'll always make a way. It might take time. I'm already sad. A couple of months more wouldn't hurt less, will it? I'm willing to risk it.
I guess I just really miss the old US.
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