Zoink.

"Don't hide your scars, they make you who you are."

- Frank Sinatra

Good noon. Lol. It's not that hot anymore. ;) I think it's gonna rain soon, well, Im hoping it would! :D I love the rain, not just because it keeps my surroundings cool, but because I get inspired to work on my sketching too... Which I really need to practice right now. :")

Anyway, guess my grandma's not in such a jolly mood today. She's been frowning at everyone. Y'know, negativity is contagious. I dont hang around them so much because Im afraid I might be like them. Lol.

Gaaah. I've been experiencing pain again. :'( I dont think I can take it anymore, Im so tired of all the pain and troubles I've been experiencing this past month. Even the lightest moves hurt me. :| Yeah, I am that sensitive. And last night, I was monitoring my quick bathroom trips again. And well, nothing new. The first few days I was experiencing this, I was so psyched. I wanted all the signs to come up. But now, I feel bored about it. I dont actually expect it anymore. I think I'll just wait and see until whenever God plans me to have it. :| But the pain really irritates me. It's still tolerable, though. I just want to get over with this, because I wanna get back on track with my life already. I want to enjoy the same things my friends are enjoying. I want to be able to go out every now and then without tiring so easily. I want freedom again. AGAINNNNN. But this time, I know I'll be more careful with everything, unlike how I managed with the last time. See where it got me. Phew.

~ Lunch is ready.