Well, we had lunch and rested for a while pa. Because its so damn hot. The heat is so deadly. Even our dogs feel it. They've been howling and barking. They just stopped. Lola gave them water. I think now they're a bit satisfied and refreshed.
Heat stroke could be possible at the moment. You can see the place turning orange in your eyes. :| And you will literally feel the heat burning your skin when you're under the sun.
Anyway, we were at the doctor's today... And guess what. Everything just got screwed up. We lost track of everything now, because the doctor told me the wrong thing the last time we were there. BV. And I thought I was nearing pleasure once again. But I'm not, so you'll probably read tons more of my rants here, as I go on with my boring life being captivated here at home. :| I dont know if its normal to be as disappointed as I am, or maybe I just expected too much. I got too excited about being back on track with how my life was, and now that the doctor said I got much more to wait for, I'm back on being a bum. I hate staying home with nothing to do but go online all the time. When you're an active person, yeah, you'll dream about being home all the time too. But when it happens, trust me. You'll feel stupid for wanting it to happen.
Well, I guess Ima be stuck here for another month. O_O I hope not. I'm finding more productive stuff to do. I'm thinking of working on my sketching again, but I have nowhere to do them, so that's crossed off my list for now. I already sorted out old clothes a week ago, so.. Again, crossed off. What else? I'm bored with photo manipulation and doodling on Illustrator :| Any suggestions?? :| I wanted a productive summer. But so far, nothing productive has been going on. I've been sleeping all the time. Which, I guess is causing my weight gains. :( I wanna lose weight soon. SOOOOOON. Who wants to work out? Haha! AS IFFF. I think if I start working out, about after an hour, I will be dead tired, and will never want to repeat. Lol.
Summer 2010 is just so boring. I have unfinished doodles. (Pen&Paper.) Im not in the mood to continue them. I WANT TO LIE DOWN ON A WATER BED FILLED WITH ICE COLD WATER. Please? :( Im sweating like a pig. I need to take a shower. ~
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