18th

Tomorrow's my 18th birthday! :) I'm supposed to be happy, but I'm not. Every single birthday I've had since I was born, I was with my mom. ALWAYS. There was not a year we weren't together. In 18 years, tomorrow is the first. She's in the hospital. Got admitted for a serious throat infection. Doctors say she'll be there for about 5-7 days, which includes my birthday, which is tomorrow. Sucks bigtime. I miss her already. I wish somehow I could spend the WHOLE day with her, but I cant.

She's currently staying at a semi-private room, which is for 2 patients. They dont let kids in. Yanna & Klaud wont be able to go in, or even near the room. I'll wake up early tomorrow, cook food, then bring Mommy some. I'll also buy her ice cream, cause she was told to be on a cold & soft diet. The nurse even told me that she can eat all the ice cream she wants. Lol. Anyways, its so depressing. I never expected this would happen, and worse, on my birthday.

Well, one of the things I want to do on my birthday onwards, is be positive. Meaning, I should make the best out of everything that happens. After all, God won't put us through anything we can't survive through.

Advanced Happy 18th Birthday to Me! :)