My day was bad since it started. I woke up to a hot room, because my mom was blow-drying her hair beside my bed. I waited for everyone to leave before I got up for breakfast, and I was soooo pleased by what I saw --- NOT! There wasnt ANY food prepared. I was too hungry, so I made a cup of chocolate milk, to pass my hunger. Then I cooked pancakes, which I didnt get any credit for, they even got mad, and scolded me. FTW. What was I supposed to do?? Die of hunger?! UGH. I wasnt really feeling well this morning so I lay down and slept. I woke up to another very hot room again. This time, thanks to the mother effin' sun's positioning. Since it was noon, its lunch time. I went out of the room, soaked in sweat. Everyone was there, eating happily. I went to the bathroom to take a bath first, and when I went out, I was about to eat when they announced that there was no more rice. How on earth am I going to eat lunch without rice or even bread around?? My sister and I fought over a box of chocolates which I have been craving for since last night. AND GUESS WHAT? I was the wrong one again because I was scolding my sister for eating too much sweets. Then it lead to a lot of things again. Because everyone was in on the issue. To think that I was talking to MY sister and my sister alone. I went back in the room, slammed the door, and played music as loud as I could possible handle. My mom asked me to eat, I said NO. I will, when everyone leaves.
Fuck interactions. I dont want connection with anyone today, because I am damn sure that no one can change my mood even a bit.
This heat, this condition, they have no consideration! And I cant even go to the mall to be cooled down. How great is my life!? Sucks to be me! Be happy you are not in the same position as me, be happy that you are not me. Because if you were, you would have probably committed suicide by now. Which I've been planning a long time already, but I am too scared to. ~
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