Better in time.

* Baby Boy, we will see each other tomorrow, okay? I love you to death. <3

Yes, we will be better in time. WE WILL :')

So I will be sleeping with a very big smile on my face tonight.... Because of all the improvements Baby Klaud is doing :D And tomorrow, I will visit him in the hospital he's currently confined in. And since he's able to feed already, I will be breastfeeding for the very first time tomorrow. I dont really know how to, but people keep on telling me that I dont need to learn, because I already know. Mother's instincts. :) Well, anyway.... I'm a bit nervous, because I dont know if the pain would be severe, since I cant be standing all the time, I need to sit down from moment to moment. :| Ughhhh. That's my only fear for now. But, still. Nothing will beat my happiness. Nothing will change my mood tonight, because I am happier than ever for my baby boy :D

Okay, so I already pumped about 5oz of breastmilk, which will be left for Klaud in the hospital, so he'll be able to feed on my milk while he's there. :D At the moment, doctors say he feeds on other mom's breastmilk..... So, yeah. Awkward *_* Lol. It will be healthier for him if the milk comes from me. Because I am his mother.

Anyhoooo. I'mma be logging off in a while, nothing much more to say, words cant express my emotions at the moment. First, because Klaud made veeeeery large progress already. Second, he is so Bibbo daw. :D He's so malikot and all. I want to see him. And third, I will visit him there tomorrow!! \:D/ I am at my happiest today, I think.

JASGLHKHNLIASCALKJSDHJKL!!!!!!!!!

I just had to get that out. :P Lol. I have so much to put, but I need to log off and rest. I feel weak from all the pumping I did this day. Night! ~